if you loved me then way did you leave the way you did.
was it me,was it you or was it something bigger then.
US too,i loved you when you were here.
I love you forever now that your gone.
these feeling i can't put behine me,
why can't i keep form crying when your in my head.
the hero you were in my eyes i wish you were still
here with me holding me telling me.
All the things i loved,
but most i just loved to hear your warm voice.
seating on your lap laying angist your chest and listening to your heart beat.
have you always been with me even after you Died.
months pass and turn into years, and of late i am finding it harder.
To remenber your warm voice they way you would hold me close.
you always made all my worries seem so very far away.
i always loved when the holidays came easter,thanksgiving,christmas,
you made them all so wonderful and special for me.Now all those beauitful
memories seem as though they are slowly fading in my mind forever lost.
even now the holidays don't began as much joy then when you were here,i search
for a small sign of you but never find the answers i am seeking.
why is it because i know i will never find them or is it something else all together.